Ain watches this upside-down, with his head tilted back to watch them scuffle before he attempts to sit up. It's difficult, but he can get up on his elbows after a minute of struggling. God why did he try to kill himself what was he thinking (he was thinking "I refuse to die to dragons OR go home and be miserable so I'll just die").]
Yeah, give me a minute...
[He doesn't want to reopen this wound, since he can tell just by how it feels that it's not actually closed. Ugh...]
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Ain watches this upside-down, with his head tilted back to watch them scuffle before he attempts to sit up. It's difficult, but he can get up on his elbows after a minute of struggling. God why did he try to kill himself what was he thinking (he was thinking "I refuse to die to dragons OR go home and be miserable so I'll just die").]
Yeah, give me a minute...
[He doesn't want to reopen this wound, since he can tell just by how it feels that it's not actually closed. Ugh...]