...I dunno. Die sad and lonely, I guess? I think I told you this, but I hate doing politics too. I'm sure I would've lived the rest of my life in total misery. Maybe I would've gone through with a suicide attempt at some point, I don't know. I didn't get that far into my thoughts. I think I was delaying the inevitable by not bothering to think of anything other than what was keeping me sane at the time.

[Shrugs...]

I never really had plans.