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[winterbolt]

Angelina is a black horse with white markings on her face in this sorry I can't picture her as being any other color-

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[eidxiety]

[Ain will pat himself on the back later for teaching Wolfwood that sex can be fun and you can just have it and it's great. For now, he's so blindsided by pleasure and Wolfwood's ability to take the reigns that he can't even think properly. Everything he tries to say comes out completely incoherent after that last sentence, no longer words but sounds and syllables that form absolutely nothing.

When Wolfwood gives Ain permission, Ain locks his legs around Wolfwood all the tighter, pulling them flush together until there's no escape, sort of a "if you don't finish In me I'll kill you" motion that's almost entirely subconscious at this point. His nails dig gouges into Wolfwood's back, his spine arches up into the man over him, and Ain practically sobs out his name while his thighs quake and his cock pulses. It's a climax so hard it's almost blinding, with Ain's eyes rolling back into his head and his mouth agape in a permanent moan.

And at the end of it all, as he covers both of them in his own release, Ain doesn't even sag against Wolfwood. He just clings tighter, crying out into his ear,]

Nick, Nick, God, I love you so much...

[lupusxylem]

[The word "love" dances around in Wolfwood's head, flitting around his brain like an annoying bird before settling in his chest and making for itself a home there, and he can't decide if the feeling is good or bad. Overwhelmed or sick. Happy, or guilt ridden.

Because he knows the moment Ain cries out that he loves him, it's true. He means it, every word, and...Wolfwood knows he does not deserve it, yet he steals Ain's love all for himself anyway.

All while not saying a word. Maybe it's because he can't, less that he won't, because he's too caught up in his own pleasure to do anything but cry out like a wild beast, thrusting into Ain once, twice, then a final time before their hips connect and he unloads into him so deep and powerful that Ain is going to be feeling the aftershocks for a full half hour afterwards. It's the kind of "feeling full" that will force him through a second orgasm whether he was prepared for it or not, all while Wolfwood fucks him all the way through it, his hips moving seemingly of their own accord now as the motion becomes sloppy both figuratively and literally.

This bed...is a mess. Ain's thighs are slick with Wolfwood's seed, not to mention the rest of the both of them.]

[eidxiety]

[He was not prepared for that second, no, and it rips through him almost as powerfully as the first, leaving him sobbing into Wolfwood's shoulder as he presses his face to it and clings.

They're both sticky. Messy. They need baths. And yet Ain is not getting up, simply pulling Wolfwood down on top of him and locking his knees at the man's hips. He's not allowed to pull out yet, let Ain feel fucking full for a while longer, okay?

He's pretty sure he scratched holes into the man's back and he's so sorry but he's also extremely not sorry, now leaving kisses along Wolfwood's neck because he didn't get to earlier. Kisses and bites and hickeys...]

Stay... stay in for a bit longer, I just wanna feel you.

[Kiss kiss bite kiss bite bite]

[lupusxylem]

[Well, if Ain doesn't want to get up, there's no way in hell Wolfwood will either. He's spent. The exhaustion he felt from traveling for four days straight with barely any rest has caught up with him and compounded on top of all of this, leaving him feeling like he may just have to hibernate for the winter to catch up on all of this sleep debt. He didn't know it was possible to feel this exhausted.

His bones ache, his back is sore and bleeding, and every muscle has been overtaxed. Yet...he feels satisfied. Fulfilled. Happy. Happy, genuinely, in knowing that he's able to be with Ain like this despite everything he put him through...that everything is going to be okay.

For the first time in his life, it feels like things are going to work out.

He hums, eyes drifting shut as he gives Ain a little squeeze, content to just stay right where he is even though Ain is literally overflowing like that one washing machine meme.]

Hah...don't worry. I ain't goin' nowhere.

[eidxiety]

[And he loves every second of being that washing machine, thank you for your service. Kisses and bites will continue until morale improves. (Morale is fine.)]

Love you... [Even though Wolfwood won't say it back. Ain is exhausted, though, so his filter is off.] Tired... I'm gonna fall asleep.

[Lazily pulls the blankets over Wolfwood's back, sort of. He might need an extra hand here because it's a little difficult to reach.]

Stay with me... don't leave...

[kiss kiss... okay yeah no he's snoozing. Sorry about all the hickeys.]

[lupusxylem]

[He won't say it back, no. But the sentiment, believe it or not, is there. Deep down in his recovering-homophobe little heart...it makes his chest swell and his heart flutter against his ribs to hear Ain say it if nothing else, prompting him to grip Ain just a little tighter. And maybe he will help reach around and pull the blankets up over them both so they can sleep more comfortably (well, "comfortably", poor Ain is going to be sore if they stay like this).

And maybe...he'll press a gentle, lingering kiss to the corner of Ain's mouth the moment he falls asleep, gathering him up against his front after positioning himself next to Ain so he isn't laying his full weight on top of him. His lips pepper Ain's face with yet more kisses, soft and gentle, before he relents and lays his head against the pillow they're sharing.]

I got you, Ain. I ain't gonna make that mistake again. Promise.

[It won't be long before he's drifted off, too.]

[eidxiety]

[At least Wolfwood moved so that Ain's legs aren't broken by the morning. Not that his hips don't hurt when he wakes, but that's to be expected. He sleeps the entire night pressed against Wolfwood, clinging to him in his sleep so tightly that you'd think Wolfwood tried to escape at some point. Unless he did, in which case Ain is squeezing him for a reason thanks.

He wakes up when the dawn's light comes in through the window, groaning, and then squishes further into Wolfwood.

No sun :( go away :( ]

[lupusxylem]

[Because of how tightly Ain is holding on to him, Wolfwood sleeps...like a fucking boulder. He does not stir even slightly all night, and honestly he would have slept through the sun filtering from the window into his eyes if it weren't for Ain's soft groaning in his ear.

He peels one eye open, vaguely aware that they fell asleep without cleaning up at all...they're about to have the biggest mess on the planet to deal with, ugh. Not too mention the bed...which, at least, is less their problem and more a problem for the Inn staff. Sorry you had to find out you were housing homosexuals this way.

With a low sound, he stretches and feels his vertebrae pop in a couple of places, one hand reaching up to card through the back of Ain's hair.]

Mmm...you awake?

[eidxiety]

No...

[No, he is not. Ain is usually an early riser but now that he's actually happy and feels secure, he wants to just laze about. Yes he's sticky yes they fell asleep like this but he's comfortable god dammit.]

I'm not awake... don't tell anyone I'm awake, it's a lie.

[grumble grumble]

[lupusxylem]

[Sleepy Ain is so cute…what the fuck.]

Your secret’s safe with me, darlin’.

[There’s that sleepy, southern drawl as he pulls Ain into his arms, pressing his lips to his forehead.]

But yaknow…if we don’t get up soon, we ain’t gonna have time to get cleaned up before breakfast. Can’t you imagine what kinda fancy breakfast they must serve in a ritzy shin-dig like this’un?

[eidxiety]

[He's so cute when he gets all southern-er what the fuck. Ain wants to chew on him more. Just a little bite bite.]

Mm... I do like food...

[Gives into temptation and gives Wolfwood a little bite. Don't ask what's come over him this morning he's got sleepy cute aggression.]

...carry me to the bath.

[Ain the water is not hot you're gonna need to slow your roll there—]

[lupusxylem]

Carry you? You a damsel in distress now?

[He teases, nudging Ain with his big-ass nose as he gives him another little squeeze, a sort of half-growl escaping him when he’s bitten. Like damn Ain be careful you’ll make him act up again and he just woke up-]

We gotta warm the bathwater, babe. Unless you wanna just get in while it’s ice cold?

[eidxiety]

Uh-huh, and I need a big strong cowboy to sweep me off my feet and protect me.

[Wolfwood are you prepared for this to be the rest of your life?? Are you??]

If you heat up the water for us, I'll give you lots of kisses!

[He really is just gonna lay here sorry Wolfwood,]

[lupusxylem]

[Hmm…thinking, thinking…after he rode halfway across the desert just to get back to him? Yeah, he’s pretty sure he knows well enough what he’s getting into. Someone who is high maintenance to a fault, for sure…but he’s cute, and sweet, so that makes up for it.

Reluctantly, he starts to shrug off the blanket cocooned around them both, still holding Ain against his front like a koala as he struggles to sit up.]

In that case, better start givin’ ‘em to me now.

[Especially if Ain is just going to cling to him while he gets up.]

[eidxiety]

[...Ain is going to koala yes. He has decided this.]

Okayyyy~.

[Kiss kiss kiss kiss, all over Wolfwood's face and jaw, while he's superglued himself to the man. Carry him, noble steed.]

[lupusxylem]

[SIGHS….FINE…he guesses he deserves this. Not that he’s going to complain about the kisses. He DOES like that part.

It takes Wolfwood a moment to actually get to his feet, groaning like an old man at the way his back and thighs scream out in protest. He’s sticky and slightly-wet still in places somehow, but he’ll just ignore that in favor of shuffling towards the bathroom with Ain still in tow, taking his turn for once to get the coals warmed up so the bath isn’t going to be full of ice when they climb into it.

Of course, what Wolfwood doesn’t know is that a group of unwanted visitors rode into town early that morning. They’d just arrived not long ago, but given that they sent someone ahead to scout things out…

There’s a window in their bathroom, one that’s too high up for anyone to look into since they’re on the second floor, yet the gap in the shades gives Wolfwood a glimpse of someone walking towards the city outskirts. It makes him stop, just for a moment, looking over because…

He swears, it’s a familiar face. But they’re not looking his way, so he can’t actually get a good look as he lingers by the tub, staring.]

…

[eidxiety]

[Singing little songs to Wolfwood like a little bird as he goes about his tasks. Happy clinging... happy Ain.

Except Wolfwood stops for a little too long, and Ain's humming stops. He pokes his head up and tries to see what Wolfwood sees, but the angle isn't exactly allowing him to do so.]

What is it? Is something wrong?

[Is there a voyeur Ain didn't invite wtf]

[lupusxylem]

Huh?

[It’s the distraction Wolfwood needed to snap him out of it, prompting him to look down at Ain for a moment. When he looks back, the person he saw- or…thought he saw- is gone.

…but that couldn’t be. Right? He just…imagined it. Nerves, trying to ruin what is for once a good time in his life.

That has to be it.]

Nah, s’fine. Just thought I saw somethin’ is all.

[He turns his focus back to Ain, lifting him up a little higher so he can reach the coals as he gets them warming, waiting for the water to warm up until it’s nice and steamy before he’ll lower Ain down into it.]

Lemme know if it’s too hot. Gonna grab some towels and I’ll join ya.

[eidxiety]

[Ain is enjoying being pampered, thank you. Go away people outside the window, he's trying to relax with his not-boyfriend who won't say he loves him. You know, very normal behaviour here. He gets lowered into the water and his immediate response is to melt into the damn tub like it's the most luxurious thing ever and not, y'know, a metal basin with coals underneath it.

Livin' large out here.]

Okayyy~. It feels fine to me.

[lupusxylem]

[It takes Wolfwood…a moment to himself to shake off this feeling of trepidation he’s now full of, piling up some towels nearby for them before making his way over to join Ain in the tub. It’s the same as every other time they’ve bathed together, only this time they kindof need to do some deep scrubbing…mostly because they let things sit overnight. Next time he’ll try to be better about bathing right after (this will not happen).

For now, he sighs deeply and settles back against the tub’s edge, his arms resting along the sides of it as they take a moment to soak. Although, he’s still…thinking.

A little too much, perhaps.]

…hey, Ain. Maybe after we’re done here in the mountains, we can head off to another new town. Not that I thought you’d wanna go back to the old one, but…just t’see somethin’ new, right?

[And to get away from anyone and anything who might recognize them. Far, FAR away.]

[eidxiety]

[While Wolfwood soaks, Ain is scrubbin. Only one of us can be responsible today it seems.]

Yeah, that was sort of the idea. I mean, I wasn't going to settle down here... I don't have enough to buy land or a house in general. [Although, now that Wolfwood's here, he's thinking about it. A brief, flickering thought in the back of his mind.] Plus, I think it snows? I dunno. There's another string of towns through here before we're out on the plains. I've never gone this far before, so I dunno what awaits us on the other side.

[Well. Plains for starters, clearly. And like, idk, Nevada.]

Eager to leave already? Haha, we just got here.

[lupusxylem]

[He was responsible for a whole ten minutes okay, that’s all you can expect from him. Especially now that he’s a bit distracted…]

What? Nah, I just…just sayin’, yaknow.

[Yeah…haha…

He tilts his head back towards the ceiling, eyes drifting closed. He hasn’t forgotten what his mission was, he just…doesn’t want to do it anymore. Plain and simple. If they can’t find him, then they can assume he fucked off or died. There’s no need to look into it more than that.]

Just good t’know we’re on the same page.

[eidxiety]

Yeah, but I at least want to explore and see that pretty meadow with you before we leave.

[We're not in a rush, babe! We're literally the opposite of a rush, in fact Ain would say that he's vibing really. He scrubs himself down and works on the painstaking process of cleaning himself out, too, thank you Wolfwood for the sheer volume you cum please do it again.

After that, he turns to Wolfwood and begins worshin' his hair for him. Scrubby scrubby.]

[lupusxylem]

[Thank you for the worsh, he is still more than a little bit distracted, to be honest. It’s fading the longer they spend in the warm water, though. He’s pretty sure he just imagined what he saw. It’s stress, nothing more.]

We will. I know Angelina and Elria are gonna wanna have a nice run across it too. And uh…I guess that new horse you bought? What’s his name?

[You know the one who is a little hay short of a bale.]

[eidxiety]

Oh, right! That was the horse that was for sale at the farm. His name is Dachsologie — or just Dachie. [Sometimes Ain is very German.] He's... not that smart, but he's very enthusiastic and trying his best, I think.

[There is not a brain in that horse's skull and we love him for it.]

I... needed a second horse to pull the cart, since I couldn't have packed for a four-day journey otherwise. When we leave, we'll probably need to hook all three up to it, but it won't be a bad thing. [Carts can in fact be pulled by more than two animals, wild how that works.] Elria can be in front as the powerhouse, and the others can be behind her. It should take some of the stress off of them.